Octo-Mom Nadya Suleman visited her eight babies in the hospital on Monday and couldn’t help but think of her oldest child, 7 year old Elijah, as she looked at her tiny newborn Isaiah.

In her blog written exclusively for RadarOnline.com, Nadya writes: “The love I have for them is so strong, it’s beyond anything I’ve ever felt.”

Read the latest installment of Nadya’s blog.