Catelynn Lowell had a tough time telling her husband Tyler Baltierra that she’s heading back to rehab. In a sneak peek for this week’s Teen Mom OG, Lowell feared her husband would leave her if she told him the truth about her mental health issues.
“It’s super hard for me to tell you this thing so keep an open mind,” she told Baltierra. “I started having really bad anxiety in the mornings. I guess I’ve just been hiding it. I just feel like I’m letting people down for some reason. I feel guilty for having anxiety.”
When Baltierra ensured her that she’s “not letting nobody down,” she responded, “Obviously my meds aren’t working. I have to force myself to get in the shower and put makeup on.”
He then insisted that her anxiety has “something to do” with him.
“It has nothing to do with you Tyler,” she said. “It’s my inner child s**t. It’s me being a f***ing 12-year-old and my dad leaving or me being 8 and my mom drinking all the time and not being there. It’s my own s**t coming out. You are awesome, you’re supportive.”
Lowell then revealed that she has decided to go back to rehab.
“I wouldn’t blame Tyler if you want to just divorce me,” she cried.
Lowell checked into rehab on November 17 when she had suicidal thoughts after suffering a miscarriage.
Only weeks after returning home, she checked back in on January 17 to work on childhood trauma.
The Teen Mom OG star’s friend River Ceballos said on RadarOnline.com’s podcast Teen Mom Time, “She’s doing a lot better. She’s really stepping her game up. I think therapy and rehab really helped her. She realizes how much stuff she really did put Tyler through. She has taken on his role. Things have definitely switched. I’m interested to see what he does with his free time now that the reigns have loosened.”
But how is Baltierra? Earlier this week, he sparked marital issues by cryptically tweeting, “Laying in bed next to my peacefully sleeping wife. I can hear my daughter snoozing away through the monitor in her room. My dog is cuddled up on the floor next to me…& yet I feel so empty… so alone.”
Baltierra revealed days later that he is seeking treatment.
“I had a therapy appointment yesterday,” he said. “I do Alpha Stim sessions & looking into EMDR therapy as well. Also, looking into a 7 day holistic spiritual retreat to reconnect with myself. Everyone has been really sweet about this & I appreciate it.”
Teen Mom OG airs Mondays at 9/8c on MTV.
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