'She Was My Everything’: Bobbi Kristina Brown Revealed 'Pain Like Your Heart Has Been Ripped Out' Over Mother Whitney’s Death In Anguished Last Texts To Friend
Feb. 4 2015, Updated 8:47 a.m. ET
Nearly three years to the day after Whitney Houston’s sudden death, her daughter Bobbi Kristina lies deep in a medical coma, seemingly headed for the same fate. While details of the 21-year-old’s last hours remain hazy, only RadarOnline.com can reveal the deep torment she suffered in the days before her tragic medical crisis. In a series of frantic, heartbroken texts, Brown poured out her heart to a family friend, revealing the deep loss she still felt over her mother’s death — a "pain like your heart has been ripped out of your chest."
"I was ALLLLL my mother lived for," Brown wrote in the desperate messages, sent days before she was found unresponsive in a bathtub. "Despite the fame, the fortune, the power — any and everything, my mother has done FOR ME lady."
Her passing left Brown with "pain like your heart has been ripped out of your chest," Brown revealed, admitting she felt "alienated" and "lost" in the years "after my mother passing."
"She was and is my everything ma’am," she wrote. "And if you don’t think I don’t know what an ounce of HURT anguish and pain is, you are preaching to the wrong women sic, because I’ve lves sic in the public eye since I was born."
Criticizing the text recipient for how she was treating her own daughter, Brown wrote, "You just want the 'best’ for her..? That’s not right at ALL. My mother NO MATTER WHAT! Could or would ever do to me sic.. But that’s just what I’ve seen and all from all of your actions, comments and complete and utter lack or knowing caring and truly knowing how to love your daughter .. My mother would of never sic."
"All well now though," she wrote. "I will update you. Have a blessed week. Goodbye."
As RadarOnline.com reported, on January 31 Brown was found unresponsive in a bathtub at her Roswell, Georgia home. Her husband, Nick Gordon attempted to revive her while a friend called 911.
She is currently in stable but reportedly brain dead at North Fulton Hospital in Roswell.
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