Caitlyn Jenner Talks Dating Men & Her Suicide Confession On 'I Am Cait'
Caitlyn Jenner is in for a roller coaster ride on Season 2 of I Am Cait. After the second season premiered last night, new revelations from her gender journey were revealed.
When it comes to dating, the 60-year-old admitted that she has never experienced being with a man before.
"No. I never have been with a man to be honest with you, I can't see myself dating women in the future. I've been there. Done that. I have three very strong ex-wives. I just don't see it," she told her friends during the show, adding, "I don't see a woman being attracted to me."
Later, during confessional, Jenner continued: "If there was a female in my life, it would be more like a friendship than it would be a serious relationship."
However, the former Olympian said if she did date someone new, it would be difficult considering her life in the limelight.
"I can't even imagine some guy going out with me and then being absolutely scrutinized by the tabloids," Jenner said. "Can you imagine if I actually had a date and walked out of a movie theater on a quiet Wednesday night holding hands with somebody?"
"I think it would be really tough on me. It certainly would be tough on the guy," she continued. "Like, 'Why are you dating her? What are your motivations?' It just gets so complicated because of the media that I don't know any guy who would want to go through something like that."
Later, things took a more serious tone. As the reality star came to terms with her gender identity, she learned that sometimes it's hard to fight the feeling of giving up.
"I've had some very dark moments in my life," she said in an emotional confessional. "I have been in my house with a gun and said, 'Let's just end it right here. No more pain, no more suffering.' That struggle, it's real and I've been there.'"
I Am Cait airs Sundays at 9 p.m. ET on E!