'Completely Lost' & 'Empty Inside!' Wife Of Dead 'RHONJ' Star Reveals Her Heartbreak

The wife of Real Housewives of New Jersey star Johnny "The Greek" Karagiorgis is devastated about his sudden death, RadarOnline.com has exclusively learned.

The fan fave passed away after a heart attack on Saturday, and the mother of his children, who appeared on the reality show with him, is crushed by his death.

"I'm trying to come to terms that your (sic) gone that this is not a dream or one of your jokes and waiting to hear you come through the door but you're not," Penny Drossos Karagiorgis wrote on her Facebook page.

The pair shot to fame after appearing on the Bravo show. Friends of Teresa Giudice, they were involved in a notorious brawl that broke out at Kim D's fashion show.

"Our bed is empty, our house is silent without you here, I don't know why you were taken from us," Penny continued in the emotional post.

"I don't know where to start or how to start our plans are or dreams are gone you were my post my warrior you promised me forever get God called you home."

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Penny, a celebrity hairdresser whose stints on RHONJ drew huge ratings, wrote about the sadness she is feeling without her husband.

"I'm lost completely empty inside but our children need me and I will find the strength I promise. John you were my world my life my love my biggest supporter through good n bad and you just left. I'm lost please give me the strength from where you are so I can go on I love you!!! I love you!!"