Leah's Ex Concerned About Her Drinking: 'You're Blacked Out'

Messer then begins to pour her heart out to Calvert.

"Like you were the one person I thought, like… I couldn't imagine myself being with anyone else," she said. "I'm telling you, like…"

This prompts Calvert to ask if Messer is drunk.

"You buzzing?" he questioned.

"I'm a little bit because I don't ever drink," Messer confesses with a smile.

Calvert doesn't buy her ramblings, though.

"You're blacked out after the bottom of that glass," he stated, looking at her drink.

"Shut up!" Messer replied. "I'm sorry I don't drink as much as you, alcy."

Calvert doesn't deny he links to consume alcohol.

"I drink a lot," he said, before taking a sip from his own glass.

Messer then continues on her plea to Calvert.

"There's no excuse for the mistakes I've made," she said. "But I wonder where we would be had we been together through my treatment."

But Calvert claims her behavior frightened him.

"I'm not going to lie to you," he explained. "There was nights I was scared for the girls. There were nights… I was scared."

"I'm not going to say I wasn't in a bad place, because I know, I know, I know, I was," Messer returned. "And I was like looking for a hand, like some kind of help."

According to Calvert, though, Messer was in a "big black hole."

"I tried, I gave up," he said. "I was damned if I do, and damned if I didn't."