The Teen Mom OG star shocked followers by featuring an alarming message on Instagram on Friday, July 6.
Lowell, 26, posted a photo of a quote that read, "I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of the past. I'm nervous at the moment."
But Tyler Baltierra's wife, who was previously in a facility to treat her depression, offered a mixed message, writing as a caption, "I'm so scared right now … but I know that everything that is supposed to happen will happen … whatever my destiny will be .… I got this ….. I'm strong."
Lowell's fans weighed in, with one writing, "Catelynn you are a wonderful woman who has a story that has impacted so many other woman out there. You are strong and courageous and I pray that you never forget that."
Another supporter responded to Lowell's angst, "You are a warrior! Whatever it is you've got this!"
Even a fellow Teen Mom star, Jenelle Evans, sent her love, writing, "Same here, girl" with two heart emojis.
Lowell stunned Teen Mom OG fans last fall with a desperate cry for help, tweeting that she was going into a facility, writing, "Well today I thought of every way to kill myself.. so I'm going to treatment."
She also revealed grim details about her suicidal thoughts exclusively to Radar, saying, "I'm taking the time I need right now to take good care of myself. On November 17th I thought of every way possible to commit suicide, from wrapping a belt around my neck to just running my car into an electric pole."
She returned home from treatment just one month later, but headed back to the facility for more help this January. The mother of daughter Nova, 3, by Baltierra, completed her time at an Arizona rehab facility in February.
Hubby Baltierra has cheered her on, saying, "My life would be desolate without her."
During Lowell's first crisis, he also wrote, "Incredibly proud of my wife…when she thought she had no choices left, she reached out & decided to LIVE today!....You are beautiful, strong, worthy, & loved."
The two have had "ups and downs," Lowell recently told Us Weekly. But, "We are a solid couple that will work through anything life throws at us."
But Baltierra has battled his own demons, as Radar has reported. On June 24, the Teen Mom OG husband and father decided to post a poem on Instagram that detailed his suicide attempt when he was just 11 years old.
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