The shocking death of Jim Carrey's ex-girlfriend, Cathriona White, stunned the world. But RadarOnline.com has learned that before making the decision to commit suicide by pill overdose, she penned a heartbreaking suicide note that explained her horrifying decision -- and made a painful plea to the A-list star.
According to a source who read the note, the letter included the words, "Jim, I love you. Please forgive me. I'm not for this world."
The insider said she also begged Carrey, 53, to "take care" of her burial and distribute her assets to her grieving family.
Indeed, Carrey was quick to fly her family from their homes in Ireland to L.A.
"Big-hearted Jim paid all their expenses and is dealing with all of her funeral arrangements," the source told Radar.
As Radar reported, the makeup artist's corpse was found in L.A. on September 28, as well as pills reportedly prescribed to an alias used by the actor. Autopsy results are pending.
If you or someone you know is in an emotional distress or suicidal crisis, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255).