Britney Spears reveals the tell-all documentary by FX and the The New York Times detailing her life left her devastated — even though she didn’t bother seeing it.
“I didn't watch the documentary but from what I did see of it I was embarrassed by the light they put me in ... I cried for two weeks and well .... I still cry sometimes !!!!” she wrote on Instagram Tuesday about Framing Britney Spears.
Spears, 39, explained that she’s always been in the glare of the spotlight and felt “watched” and “judged.”
“I have been exposed my whole life performing in front of people,” she wrote, explaining, “It takes a lot of strength to TRUST the universe with your real vulnerability cause I've always been so judged... insulted ... and embarrassed by the media ... and I still am till this day!!!!”
Spears noted she does what she can to maintain her “joy … love … and happiness” — including through dance.
“I’m not here to be perfect … perfect is boring … I’m here to pass on kindess,” she said.
As RadarOnline.com reported, Spears may have a hard time being so nice when it comes to her father, Jamie Spears.
According to new court documents, Jamie insists his job as his daughter’s conservator, which he’s held since 2008, is worth a monthly stipend of $16,000, plus an additional $2,000 to maintain an office.
Per the filings, Jamie is requesting not only approval of his payments, but also confirmation they will continue in his role until a judge rules otherwise.