Nicole Kidman Recalls ‘Enormous Pain & Suffering’ After Heartbreaking Miscarriages

Nicole Kidman dropped a bombshell about her marriage to Tom Cruise, detailing the time she suffered two miscarriages while trying to start a family with the actor.

In a new interview with Tatler, the Australia beauty claimed she endured an “enormous amount of pain” after losing her two unborn children. She even admitted that the “huge, aching yearning” continued, years later.

As RadarOnline.com readers know, Kidman, 50, was married to cruise, 55, from 1990 to 2001. When they began trying to conceive, they ran into a series of problems, eventually leading them to adopt son Connor Cruise, 23, and daughter Isabella Cruise, 25.

“I know the yearning. That yearning. It's a huge, aching yearning. And the loss! The loss of a miscarriage is not talked about enough,” Kidman said. “That's massive grief to certain women.”

The Big Little Lies star said she suffered her first miscarriage shortly after her 1990 wedding to Cruise. She was just 23 at the time. The second one happened 11 years later, around the time the Top Gun actor filed for divorce.

This is not the first time Kidman has spoken of her miscarriages. In 2007, the blonde star told Marie Claire: “From the minute Tom and I were married, I wanted to have babies.”

“And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that's when it came that we would adopt Bella,” she said at the time.

While Kidman became estranged from her children with Cruise after the divorce, they recently mended ties and are once again on speaking terms.

As RadarOnline.com readers know, Kidman now has two other children, Sunday Rose Urban, 9, and Faith Margaret Urban, 7, with husband Keith Urban, 50.

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