Vanderpump Rules star Stassi Schroeder officially split from boyfriend of two years Patrick Meagher in July, but she's still reeling from the painful breakup.
During an exclusive interview with Entertainment Tonight, the 28-year-old discussed watching her relationship fallout unfold on the show, airing now on Bravo.
"I have quite a few breakdowns," Stassi revealed of the new season, adding that Patrick never appears on screen "because he wasn't there to film with me, I feel like I had to really express myself even more so that people could understand what I was going through."
Later, Stassi confessed that she "totally" thought Patrick was "the one" for her.
"Five years from now, 10 years from now, if we came back into each other's lives maybe," she said of getting back together, "but I'm using my head about the situation."
Despite the difficult breakup, Stassi still thinks fondly of her ex. "I think he's a wonderful person. . .but right now, we do not mix well. We fight. We fought way too much, it was way too up and down, we're both so stubborn. . .It's not like there wasn't enough love, that was there."
For now, Stassi told ET that she's back to playing the field, and this time around, she's avoiding getting tied down too quickly.
"I'm really trying hard to not get in a serious relationship because that's what I do, that's what I always do," she explained. "I go from one relationship to the next, and it's just so intense right away. I never experience just dating and being on my own and I said I want to give it at least a year of not having a boyfriend."
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