Model Daul Kim Called Herself "Daulmonster" Before Her Shocking Suicide

She was the muse of Chanel designer Karl Lagerfeld, strutted the catwalk for Alexander McQueen, and graced the pages of Vogue. It would have been every other model's dream-come-true, but as more information comes out about the tragic apparent suicide of Daul Kim, her life seems more like a nightmare.

She called herself "Daulmonster" on her blog and once wrote that her life as Daul was "miserable and lonely." She'd been on the road since she was 15 and missed her family in South Korea. "I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself," she wrote just last August.

Sadly, it seems that didn't happen. Daul was only 20 years old when she was found dead in her Paris apartment Thursday.

Supermodel Found Dead In Paris