(Photo: Splash News Online) Blake Fielder-Civil - aka the reportedly soon-to-be-former husband of singer Amy Winehouse - blames himself for the monkey on her back.
Talking to the UK's News of the World, the 26 year-old Blake said of his 25 year-old wife, "I introduced her to heroin, crack cocaine and self-harming. I feel more than guilty -- now I have to let her go to save her life. I am not abandoning her. I am doing this out of love."
Blake - who has spent a good chunk of their 17 months of marriage behind bars for assault, and in rehab - also talks about how his wife nearly died last summer.
"I was there when Amy suffered her first seizure. I still break down thinking about it. We had been taking drugs all day long." He adds, "I ruined something beautiful."