Kendra Wilkinson Reveals Dark Secret

Kendra Wilkinson has been battling Holly Madison about their lives while living in the Playboy Mansion, but the reality star opened up about a dark secret in her own past.

In an exclusive clip from Kendra on Top, the 30-year-old revealed the misery she dealt with as a child.

"Me and my brother experienced some real pain growing up," she admits. "We were two kids suffering from our parents' ugly mess."

Despite not speaking with her mother, Patty Wilkinson, lately, Kendra said she was close to her as a child.

"At that time we were always on my mom's side. When I reunited with my dad I think my mom looked at it as a stab in the back."

But Kendra said that wasn't her intention. "I reached out to my dad because I feel like I owe it to myself."

She explained how bad their relationship was, saying: "Sure my mom and dad probably got in a big fight, they probably hate each other," but she defended her mother's decision to trash her father to the kids.