Javi Marroquin reacted to Kailyn Lowry's miscarriage by blaming her for the devastating loss. Now the Teen Mom 2 star is exclusively revealing to RadarOnline.com why he refused to be there for his now-estranged wife during that difficult time.
"The miscarriage was a big thing," he said. "She always says I wasn't there. I apologize to her all the time. I could see where she was coming from. I wasn't there as a husband, as a father, as someone she could count on to cry on my shoulder."
Marroquin, 24, explained how he wasn't there for his soon-to-be ex-wife because it was "rough for him too."
"I've never experienced that," he said. "I was just super excited for the baby and all that happened so it was rough for me."
The father of son Lincoln, 2, and stepson Isaac, 6, explained how their marriage could've been salvaged had they "communicated better."
"I wish we could've gotten along," he said. "I wish we could've worked out, I really do."
Lowry announced their divorce in May while Marroquin was completing his Air Force deployment.
"People she thinks are loyal to her now are still coming to me about certain situations," he said. "People I haven't even met. I don't know who you are and he said, 'Oh I was with her one time and this it what happened.' It's been rough, everyday."
He plans to expose her secrets in his upcoming tell-all book.
"I have screen shots, I have texts and I have pictures," he said. "They're saved on a lot of different things just in case. When the time is right, what's done in the night will show in the light."