In an exclusive new video interview, a highly emotional Tila Tequila shares with RadarOnline.com love letters from her fiance, the late heiress Casey Johnson.
"The universe really did bring you to me. You're my angel," Tila reads from one card sent to her by Casey.
It's an interview filled with tears, pain and fond memories as Tila shares the few physical possessions she has left from her relationship with Casey -- a book about diabetes, some lottery tickets and a love letters.
"This is all I have left of my wife," a tearful Tila tells RadarOnline.com, going on to say, "I have many letters that proves that she loved me."
Many people have doubted the validity of the one-month relationship between the reality TV star and the late heiress, accusing Tila of drumming up publicity. It's a charge Tila vehemently denies - and in RadarOnline.com's exclusive video interview she reads letters from Casey that display Casey's obvious love for her.
"I know a lot of people doubted our relationship, but I have tons of cards from Casey," Tila said. Reading from one card dated December 22nd 2009, a sobbing Tila read, "T - you were gone longer than three nights and it's unbearable. I miss you so, so much.
"The universe really did bring you to me. You're my angel. I'm so excited for this next year, for us to build our family. You're going to be an amazing mommy to Ava. Both Ava and I are so lucky. I love you. Casey"
And adding more proof, a visibly distraught Tila read from a second card dated December 12th 2009, "I'm so tired but I can't stop kissing your back, and well, all over. You're fast asleep and you look like an angel.
"I know what we have will last a lifetime. I'm so excited for you to meet your daughter. We are a family now and I've never, never, never been happier.
"You make me want to be a better person. I am 100% completely, madly, insanely in love with you. We are a family and a team. Love always, your very soon to be wife."
Tragically, Casey Johnson passed away on Monday 4th January, 2010 at age 30. Casey was found dead in her Los Angeles home.
The official cause of death has yet to be determined, pending toxicology results.