VIDEO: Kate Gosselin Says She Tends “Not To Trust People”

Nov. 2 2009, Published 2:15 p.m. ET

A teary-eyed Kate Gosselin talks about how she has grown jaded after the destruction of her once-storybook marriage in an interview with the Today Show's Natalie Morales that is slated to air on TLC Monday night.

In an new revelation, Kate said her inner circle is composed of "a very, very small group" of allies.

Kate said, "When you look around, and very close trusted people, who you would swear on your life would never ever ... cash you in -- and those people do that -- you tend not to trust people."

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Kate, who said she is a very strong woman, said she has gone through many sleepless nights with her marriage crumbling away.

Said the 34-year-old reality TV mom: "I'm awake in the middle of the night thinking, 'I am making the best decision?'"